Today I have some happy news to share with you all.
In June we'll be welcoming another baby into our family. Yes, I'm 15 weeks pregnant with my third child and we're very happy indeed to be expecting again!
I hope this goes some way towards explaining my sporadic blogging activity of late. What between morning sickness, tiredness, and a rollercoaster of extreme emotions, I have been physically and mentally exhausted and blogging has somewhat slipped further down my To Do list.
My physical symptoms are now starting to settle down and I'm getting back into my normal routine of things.
As for my emotions, to say they are mixed would be a massive understatement. Pregnancy can be an emotionally charged time anyway, without the experience we've had. Those of you who have been reading my blog for a while will understand why this is, of course. For new readers, this is because this pregnancy follows the death of our last baby,
Daisy, in July of last year.
Wow. Emotional doesn't even scratch the surface in describing how I am feeling.
My poor husband. He would probably be kind and describe my alternating moods as somewhat erratic. But in all honesty I swing from being elated to scared, to joyous to tearful, in a state of almost perpetual anxiety and occasional denial that my pregnancy is even real. I'm sure this is completely normal, given that I am still grieving Daisy's death. But I'm sure it makes me very challenging to live with!
So I'm channelling my energies into positives where I can, in order to keep myself busy and to help the remaining weeks pass quickly and smoothly. I'm returning to focus on my blog, I hope to finish some of my
crafting projects that have been hanging around for what seems like forever, I'm coming up with lots of delicious
gluten-free recipes to share, I'll be tackling some of those To Do items that always end up left on the list, and also sorting out my house and catching up with some (long overdue) housework - including a truly towering ironing pile!
So thanks for sticking with me as we move into this next eventful journey for Family Life in Fife.
Best wishes
Debbie